An Important Question

16 May 2015

man-born-blindI was struck this morning by a question Jesus asked.  As He was leaving Jericho, there were two blind men sitting by the road who called out to Him. In response, Jesus stopped and asked them,“What do you want me to do for you?” They responded based on their obvious need. “Lord, we want our sight.”

What struck me was the thought of how I would answer that question. What if right now, this very minute, Jesus were to come and sit beside me and ask, “Esther, what do you want me to do for you?” How would I answer? These men answered according to their need. What do I need that only Jesus can do?

As I sat and thought about this, a number of answers came to mind – things I deeply desire. Help me to please the Father. Help me to desire God’s will above all else. Help me to be completely and joyfully yielded to His will. Sanctify me. Make me holy. Make me a servant. Help me to be truly humble. Help me to glorify God. This is probably a list not much different than yours would be, but which would we choose?  What I realized as I thought through those requests was that they could all be summed up in one response. If I could only ask one thing of Jesus, it would be, “Make me like You.”

I think we can learn a lesson from those two blind men. They were persistent, they were bold, and they knew what they wanted Jesus to do. May we have that same boldness and persistence as we answer Christ’s important question: “What do you want me to do?”

It’s Not in Vain

1 May 2015

imagesI just watched an incredible video from the aftermath of a bomb that destroyed buildings in Syria. A group of men were on their hands and knees busily scraping away at the dusty remains of a building. It seemed futile. They had no tools and were only able to remove small bits and pieces of debris. I’m sure, in the midst of a situation like that, there must be a feeling that you just have to do something – anything – rather than give up.  But very quickly everything changed. They found a small child trapped in the mountain of debris and dust. They instantly began to dig frantically – not caring that their hands were becoming scraped and bruised. I watched with tears in my eyes as one man spoke tenderly to this little one as the others worked feverishly until they could release the body of this baby. All that work – one precious life. I don’t think one of those men would ever regret their efforts.

And then I thought of a story I read of a missionary couple that served in a very difficult area for years. They faced opposition and sickness.  After years, there was just one convert – a small boy who worked for them in their home. Finally, after the death of the young wife, the husband took his little girl and left for home – discouraged and defeated. Years later, when that little girl grew up, she was able to return to visit her mother’s grave and found a vibrant church of 600 hundred believers. That one little boy had been influential in leading the whole village to Christ.

The Brooklyn Tabernacle Choir sings a song that I find so encouraging. “It’s not in vain, it’s not in vain. What you do for Jesus Christ is not in vain.” What those men did in Syria was not in vain. They saved the life of a little child. What those missionaries did for God was not in vain. So often we get weary of what seems like just endless work that’s getting nowhere. But don’t give up. What we do for Jesus Christ is not in vain! He knows what’s under the rubble, and He knows what He can do with the life of one little boy.

Selah

31 January 2015

As I child I was told that “selah” meant “stop and think about it.” By that definition, I found a “selah” verse this morning – one that needs time to just sit and absorb the depth of meaning and significance it has for daily life.

The words of this verse were definitely God’s voice to me this morning and so I used it for one of my radio blogs. I’ve never done this before, but I’m going to just post the script from my radio blog below (or you can go to “Radio Blogs” to hear it). I trust that you can take a moment – a “selah” – to allow God’s Word to encourage your heart as it did mine.

HIS GRACE IS SUFFICIENT

I’ve had some discouraging days recently, and not without reason. Scripture tells us many times to not be discouraged, but I was having a hard time climbing out of this one. But, as always, God doesn’t tell us to do something without helping us, and I found my help, once again, in His Word.

Listen to the words of 2 Corinthians 9:8:  “And God is able…” Those words alone bring hope. God IS able – no matter what we face, no matter how difficult the circumstances, no matter how hopeless things appear – God is able! But the verse goes on to give us the specifics of what God is able to do. He is able to make all grace abound to us. All grace – not a limited supply that will run out while we still need it, but more than enough…and He’ll make it abound to us. I love that word. The dictionary says that it means “to be present in great quantity.”

And then God gives us the reason for that outpouring of grace. It’s so that in ALL things, and at ALL times, having ALL that we need, we can abound (there’s that word again) in EVERY good work. There is just nothing half-hearted about this verse. We have an abundance of grace for all that we need in any and every situation.

My response to that was to realize that I was without excuse. These words (God’s words) had pulled the rug of discouragement right out from under my feet and placed them solidly on His promise of grace sufficient for my situation – for my needs.  And it is for yours also.

 

A Good Reminder

15 December 2014


DSC03882I have a group of old Christmas Carol books on my piano – part of my Christmas decorations. The other day I picked one up and began to play through some of the unfamiliar Christmas songs.  It was quickly apparent why many of these are not still being sung. When was the last time you heard, “Lullay Thou little tiny Child, By, by, lully, lullay; Lully, Thou little tiny Child, By, By, lully, lullay”? Then there’s the 3rd verse that just exudes Christmas cheer. “Herod the King, in his raging, Charged he hath this day; His men of might, in his own sight, All children young, to slay.” Imagine our toddlers singing that in a Christmas program.

However, the title of one of these Carols really made me stop and think. It offers this timeless challenge:  “From Earthly Tasks Lift Up Thine Eyes.” What good advice for this time of year when so many things demand our focus. The irony is that most of the “earthly tasks” that preoccupy us are related to Christmas, and yet those same tasks are often a distraction to the real wonder of this season – “unto us a Child is born.”

While the song may be old, the words are still applicable and meaningful.  I would encourage each of us to do exactly what the song advises – to make a deliberate choice to occasionally lift our eyes from earthly tasks – even as we wrap gifts or bake cookies – and focus on the amazing reality of Christmas.

“For unto us a Child is born, unto us a Son is given.” That’s a truth that’s still worth singing about!

Have a wonderful and worshipful Christmas!

Service Redefined (Sequel to Worship Redefined)

1 November 2014

71c6 (aka Still Learning)

Recently I spoke at a women’s conference in western PA. I spoke Friday night and three times on Saturday to over 200 women. I signed books, and listened to women as they shared their hearts.

Today I will care for a 96-year-old woman with Alzheimer’s. I will help her brush her teeth, go to the bathroom, walk with her, and find ways to occupy her time. I will listen to the same comments and stories – yet again!

What a difference between these two activities! And yet what God has been showing me is that there is no difference between these two activities. Both are service. Both are His choice for me. Both are days He has planned. Both are ministry, and both are important in His eyes. He’s also been showing me that the words I speak to one older woman are just as important as the words I speak to many women at a retreat or conference. They also need to be words that have His anointing and are seasoned with grace.

Christ spoke to multitudes, and He washed the disciple’s feet, but it was when He washed the disciple’s feet that He said He was giving us an example. I wonder – is washing the feet and clipping the toenails of a 96-year-old an even greater opportunity to be Christ-like than when I stand before a group of women and speak?

It was a privilege to speak at the Titusville Ladies’ Conference, but it’s also a privilege to serve one older woman in my home. I don’t always remember that, but I’m still learning.

“Call on Me”

9 October 2014

I need to “bubble over,” to share with someone what I saw in God’s Word this morning. Since the only person home with me right now is my mother-in-law, and she’s sleeping, I will spill over to you – my blog readers.

It was one of those times when I heard God’s word rather than just read it. I opened up a book this morning, and there in the front were these familiar words: “Call on me and I will answer you and show you great and mighty things, which you do not know.” (Jeremiah 33:3 NKJ) When I looked up the verse and read it in context, I noticed that it said, “the word of the Lord came to him a second time.” So I looked back a few verses to see what God had said to Jeremiah the first time. And these are His words: “I am the Lord, the God of all mankind. Is anything to hard for me?” (Jeremiah 32:26,27 NIV)

Talk about motivation to call on the Lord. I love that God first reminded Jeremiah of His unlimited ability to do anything. And then He urges Jeremiah to call on Him, with the assurance that He would answer in ways that were beyond anything Jeremiah could imagine.

I also love that when God spoke to Jeremiah the second time, He makes sure Jeremiah fully understands who’s speaking. “This is what the Lord says, He who made the earth, the Lord who formed it and established it —the Lord is His name.” He reminds him of some of the “anythings” that He has already done, and of who He is. He is the Lord!

Jeremiah’s circumstances were discouraging and depressing, but God challenges him in the midst of those circumstances to call on Him, to trust that He’ll answer, and to expect great and mighty things. And God is still the same. He still urges us to call on Him. He still reminds us that He can do anything. And He still is Lord.

Just One Word

16 April 2014

Savior

Have you ever had one word in Scripture transform your thinking? This week I was reading the familiar verses in Isaiah 50 that clearly prophecy the suffering of Christ. It describes, years before it ever took place, the beating and mocking that Christ would endure at the hands of the Roman soldiers. These verses are written in the first-person. Listen to Christ’s own words recorded by Isaiah about those events. “I offered my back to those who beat me, my cheeks to those who pulled out my beard; I did not hide my face from mocking and spitting.”

He offered His back to the cruel whips used to torture prisoners. He offered His cheeks to the ones who ripped out chunks of His beard. He didn’t turn His face away as they mocked Him and spat on Him. In those awful moments, He was not at their mercy, but was offering Himself to grant us mercy.

At every point in the path that led to Calvary Jesus could have resisted, but He offered Himself for us. I don’t know about you, but that brings me to my knees with a very inadequate, but heartfelt, “thank you!” It’s no wonder that the hymn-writer wrote, “Hallelujah, what a Savior!”

 

 

 

An Endless Journey

13 February 2014

farmroadI love the vastness of God. He has no edges – no boundaries or borders. There is no limit to Him. We can know Him (how amazing!), but we can never know all of Him. What we know about God – His power, His holiness, His majesty – is enough to bring us to our knees in humble adoration and worship. But what brings us absolutely prostrate before Him is all that remains mysterious and unknown.

There are aspects of God that are incomprehensible – beyond our finite ability to grasp. And that’s part of the joy of the journey. There’s no end – no point at which we’ve arrived and can claim full understanding of God. It’s an endless and soul-satisfying quest. To know God is to love and worship Him. To love and worship Him is to long to know Him better. And so goes this glorious and ever-deepening journey – with no end in sight!

 

 

Worship Redefined

8 January 2014
Mother Lovejoy

Mother Lovejoy

Oh, what a lesson the Lord has taught me this morning. I have been so blind to a gift He’s been giving me because it wasn’t wrapped as I expected it to be. I haven’t recognized an answer to prayer because the answer was not as I imagined.

For some time I’ve been asking the Lord to give me the gift of worship – to allow me to know the joy of offering Him pure and selfless love and adoration which He so deserves. But I’ve had my own idea of how that gift would look.

At the same time, I’ve been struggling with the daily routine of my care for Peter’s mother. Mother Lovejoy  is 95 and has Alzheimer’s, and as her body slows down, and her mind becomes dimmer, she requires more of my love and care.

This morning I read a poem by Amy Carmichael, written at a time when she must have also been longing to offer God the gift of deep and heartfelt worship. She says, “Would that I…could invent some goodly instrument, passing all yet contrived to worship Thee, and send a love song singing over land and sea.” But for Amy also, the needs of others were immediate and demanding. She writes of a call that “clamors about my door, and bids me run to meet some human need.” And yet, hear God’s encouragement to her that became my own: “My child, be comforted, dear is the offering of melody, but dearer far – love’s lowliest ministry.”

God had been answering my plea for opportunities to offer Him pure worship, but they came, not in the moments of stillness, but of service. What I saw as interruptions to worship, were instead opportunities for worship.

“I tell you the truth, whatever you did for one of the least of these…you did for me.”  Matthew 25:40

A Gift for the Magi

18 December 2013

Our son Sam images (1)was asked to play the Christ child in the Christmas program years ago. Most scholars believe that the wise men came later, when Mary and Joseph were in a home and Jesus was a toddler, so the church decided to depict it that way. The scene was simple – rough wooden walls, a simple table with a bowl of fruit on it, and Mary and Joseph sitting quietly with real life toddler Sam as Jesus. Sam looked up wide-eyed as the wise men arrived, then grinned when he recognized one of them as his older brother. The first of the magi knelt in worship and presented Sam (the Christ child) with a gift. Sam took it, and then quietly reached up on the table and offered his guest a piece of fruit. This unrehearsed response on Sam’s part was repeated for each of the wise men. They came bearing gifts, but left with a gift given in return.

What a picture of true worship. Like the magi, we come to worship. Sometimes it’s a difficult and long journey from our own heartaches or problems, from difficult circumstances and disappointments, but we choose to come – to make the journey, to bow before our Savior, and to offer him the gift of our worship. And always, when genuine worship takes place, we come away with a gift that Christ gives in return. It may be peace that is needed for a hardship, joy that’s been lacking because of stress and busyness, but whatever the gift, it has been chosen by Christ just for us.

I trust that you’ll take time this season to “come and worship.” The journey is always worth it. And as you offer the gift of worship to the One who alone is worthy, He will bless you with a gift in return!

Have a wonderful and worshipful Christmas!

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